The Soulful Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

Missing it ALL!!

Missing those days.. those moments.. those people.. missing all of it..
The times in college parking, CCD Law college road- with Garfeild, Pink, Sonal, Axu and sameer at times..
Missing my 1st ever mood-i..
Miss THE crush in college..
Missing the time spent with Anya.. missing being with him.. Miss 31st Dec 2008..
So many things.. All past.. Never to be got back again.. never..
Miss PIFF 2008.. Missing so many people, places, feelings..
Why do these things go away.. why is this emptiness.. Do they feel the same too? Or is it just me who misses them? Is the void mutual? Why can't somethings and people just stay.. and if they have to go away, why not take the memories and emotions away with them? never to come back???
Why do they do things which they never meant? how do feelings change, and if they have to, why can't it be mutual?
Pain has become a constant companion.. why is there that soft corner for each person still there? why can't i become a stone when i know i've let go? or have i really let go?
I miss it so much!! I miss you..
Missing it all.. :( :(

CP- ok thats it. Its ok.. control yourself now. move on! :|
BP- No No No!! how can it be OK!??!!! :( :( :(
CP- Fine. Then you miss out the rest of the stuff coming too!!
BP- OH. Ok. Its ok. :D :D ;)
CP- BP!!! hehehe.. I love you!
BP- umm.. love you too :)

2 comments:

NAMANJUR said...
November 26, 2009 at 11:51 PM  

बरोबर आहे तुज , जुन्या गोष्टी बर-याचदा एखाद्या चित्रपटा सारख्या सरकतात,परत येतीलच यात शंका आहे.कडूगोड स्मरनाच्या अल्बम वर हाथ फिरवान्यासारखी दूसरी मजा नाही.

The Atom said...
November 27, 2009 at 11:16 AM  

ho na.. pan tras tar hotoch na.. aso..

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