The Soulful Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

And yet..

Unwanting, Un-seeing, Un-hearing, Un-feeling..
And yet.. The throat clenches, squeezing out the salt..
Rubbing it all over again, etching it over the decayed wounds, bringing them back to life..

Unwanting, Un-seeing, Un-hearing, Un-feeling..
And yet..The tendons scream in revolt, the cells refuse to breathe..
Crushed beneath the painful shrieks of the corpse living outside the dynamic soul..

Unwanting, Un-seeing, Un-hearing, Un-feeling..
Any yet.. The brain twists and turns, vomiting colors of black and grey..
Piercing the porous walls of the heart, oozing the liquid warmth, only to evaporate cold and frozen..

Unwanting, Un-seeing, Un-hearing, Un-feeling..
And yet.. The being is surrounded by the desperate desire to un-be..
To let go, to break free, to hold on tight..
Any yet.. It stays.. forever.. wanting, seeing, hearing, feeling..

2 comments:

Seahorse of the night. said...
April 1, 2010 at 10:34 PM  

I read a lot of me in this.
Somewhere. Somehow.

The Atom said...
April 3, 2010 at 9:46 PM  

:) i think many people will.. :) but never thought you would actually.. its pretty much for the emotional fool (read: me) kinds.. hehe ;)

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