The Soulful Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

I'm the brute and I'm the angel..
I'm the mother and the lover..

I'm the blazing life-give sunshine, Tinkling on your shiny eyes..
And I'm the carnivorous parasitic moss, Eating away at your core and bless it with more..

I'm the love you hunt for all your life..
I'm the hate you shelter deep in your heart..

I'm the hunger that your words serenade..
And I'm the thirst that your blood splashes..

I reside within you..
I thrive without you..

I'm the moment you live..
I'm the instant you cease..

I'm the delicacies you consume..
I'm the waste you excrete..

I like you in your blue..
and I like you in your gay..

I wriggle around in your helpless soul..
I stagnate in your being..

I stay forever..
and I never exist..

Too much and too less..

I'm your addiction..
I'm your aversion..

You crave me and you can't bear me..

I possess you,
I dance to your tune..

I'm your shadow,
I'm your thought,
I'm your interior and your exterior,
I'm your owner and your slave,
I render you unfinished and I complete you..
I feel you, I abuse you, I entertain you, I anger you, I delude you, I cajole you..
I'm me and..
I'm you.