The Soulful Atom

[This one is for a friend. The rest is all right there, read on. I wonder if we shall ever know]

I think I dreamed of you..
I'm hoping it was you..
Someone I'd known a while ago,
Or I thought i did too..

The way every crevice of my corpse came alive at your sight..
And filled up with intoxicating light..
Was it really a dream where I saw you?
I think I dreamed of you..
Last night, or may be it was a while ago..

Did I lose you in the misty glow of my closed eyes?
Or were you never there?
You seem so sure, so stable and solid..
You smile away at me..
My heart plummeting lower with every step you take,
and the insane hope keeps soaring higher..
You come close and you hold me as i let you..
And your mouth helps me taste you..
You are so there and yet so un-true..
I think I dreamed of you..
I think quite some time ago..
Or was it last night?

You are there I know, but you shall never be mine..
We both remain unaware of our meaning in each others life..
But we know the other exists..
Mortality has made us grow apart, Would death do otherwise?

Will you help me uncomplicate this mystery or shall we let it be?
Should we continue with our same old stories,
Or shall we find the root?

I didn't know you then..
And i know you not now too..
But I think I did dream of you..
I still do dream of you.. :)