The Soulful Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

You will have to tell me.
Plain and simple..
Tell me that you are him.
The one i waited for all these years..
The one looking for whom i got my heart broken a multitude of times..
If you are him then, you are gonna have to tell me, cause i won't be able to recognise you now..
My eyes are blurred you see.. From the shards stuck in them..
I'm trying to clean up.. But it takes time..
Would you be a darling and just tell me if its you?
Hold my hand and guide me to your heart?
For if I'm not able to recognise you, most probably i'll turn my back thinking you are another heartbreak in the path..
So just grab me by the shoulders and knock some sense into me.. Wake me up and tell me its you.

5 comments:

Fear of rejection from their beloved might keep people hesitant to express. Some prefer unrequited love as it's perfect...you never have to worry about it ending. It has endless potential. If u have been looking for him all those years, you should take the step towards him. This will make him realize that it's mutual. He might be endlessly reminiscing about you n waiting for u.

Thanks for the comment "abcd" :) Guess the post was a bit unclear. To take a step towards someone you need to know that someone, and thats what this post is about. All this while the character has been taking the first step always. Now she doesn't know what more to do. So waiting for him to show himself :)

Wat if the character is far away from him? Wat if she stays in different city? She never met him though she was in his city couple of times. She disappeard from his life for several years and appeard suddenly aftr few years. Wat does this mean? Is d connection real? For him, it is. He never expressd his emotions or let know abt his feelings for her. He faild to tell her how much he actually cared for her.

Like the post says the ball is in his court. She needs a brave man. Someone who can some up to her and tell her. He needs to tell her, what happens later is what shall happen. Maybe it will work maybe it won't atleast both will know. :)

"Someday" he will tell her. He does not want to ruin that "someday" with a no. He wants to make it work. How? Dnt knw. But he will figure it out.