The Soulful Atom

Have written about all sorts of rides.. So many roller coasters ridden.. But this one feels like IT! The ups in this one do exhilarate me but the downs give me confidence that this is it... The sheer presence no matter what.. The constant lingering thoughts.. And the same reflected.. That is the most important binding material.. My boredom and fear seem to ebb away as the days pass by.. every time seems like the first one around..
Feels like I'm falling once again.. But hang on a minute.. this doesn't feel like falling at all.. it feels like rising.. A feeling that never came before.. Such assurance and such surety, such strength and such intensity.. It was never before.. Is this what is it like truly rising together? When you just know that the road ahead is meant for you to let them hold your hand all through the rough and happy patches.. When every time you look at their face you can do nothing but smile.. When you remain angry for a whole hour and 15 mins and all they does is sit besides you and calmly talk about random stuff and sing songs for you.. knowing full well what you are going through.. The fact that some tries to over come their faults to be a better person, though preserving the essence of their being.. When you know they are gonna be there no matter what, no matter you want them or not, they know you need them and they are there! They might not be perfect.. Imperfect in many ways in fact.. but they are perfect for you.. When you this.. you know you are rising in love.. :) thank you baby.. for being there, for being who you are.. for everything!!