The Soulful Atom

Today had to take the day off from work to complete some formalities to get myself a passport (yeah! finally!!). The passport office was us unhelpful as ever, but then I managed to get through with the online registration and document sorting with the help of one of my saviors..
It was a nice afternoon.. Which involved dealing with all the work as well as spending time together.. For the later according to me is only being there, even if the other is doing something else. I realized today that the presence of someone special turns even routine menial tasks into treasured memories and brings you even closer than any candle light dinner ever can! :)
After the weekend fiasco involving entire shifting process (which though seemed liked a huge task happened pretty smoothly- thanks to the best friend and my mood swinging towards the sunny side), night out at friend's, the cutting open of skin accidents leading to stitches, arguments with friends and an entirely lousy Sunday, along with the frustration of commuting to office in a rickshaw, today was like the first ray of sun spilling in and filling your eyes and all other senses with light that you so badly need and want but can't bear after a long dead dark night..
There were only 2-3 mentions of the unwanted fights with the dearest of friends, Due to which i still stand a risk of losing them, only cause of my expectation of them to understand me which apparently overwhelmed their capacity to fulfill them.
Today also made me realize that I've found something I was searching for many years.. The realization is thanks to a small note I found which was written quite many years back.. over the years perhaps my definition of what i want had changed, but what i wanted had not changed one bit. Guess it always remains the same, cause that is what you need.. :)
Guess the horrible weekend was for me to realize certain things. Not the usual things, which i realize but can't improve upon, but things which i know i have to improve on, and i am. :) Feels like I surely am falling (the real kind).. ;)

PS: The new place is nice, feels like I'm back home.. Though i miss the bunglow like crazy.. This is alright..