The Soulful Atom

You can never have the last drop of beer in the tin how much ever you try..
You can never get to peak out of a glass to a certain degree how much ever you try..

You can never get your mom to believe that you were out with only your friends how much ever you try..

You can never make yourself believe that the first kiss really didn't matter..
You can never make others believe that you aren't drunk..

Can never make someone understand your feelings for them..
Can never understand other's feelings for you..

You can put it all in words..
But it is never understood..

It never goes the way you want..
Only things which you can only imagine happen..
Like the sudden rain when you are together..

And the water sliding down the glass..
Making dear patterns as it goes down to meet the earth..
The watercolored street light and the greenest leaves shading it,
So that you can still be in your strange world till as long as you please..

The known and still unexpected feelings flow by not wanting to end ever..
But time being in such a hurry flies by and you don't even notice..

Wishing for some more time..
Longer is never enough..

The rain is the witness..
The watercolored patterns shall always be remembered..

The waiting is too long..
Wish it had been sooner..

Sooner in life..
If only..
The world melts away at if only..